I remember talking to you over Snapchat as you were coming back from Las Vegas.
I remember you picking me up in your red car, nervous that I might insane.
I remember our 7/11 visit where you told me that Mexican Hot Chocolate was the best choice.
I remember sitting on the hidden bench with you, lit by the full moonlight and feeling like I was in a movie.
I remember when we first kissed and I felt like sparks flew.
I remember that someone almost saw us.
I remember being pushed against a tree ;)
I remember that I felt like I've known you my whole life when I first met you.
I remember when 1-minute felt like an hour when I was texting you.
I remember when I thought I got you sick but, in reality you actually got ME sick.
I remember comforting you when you were at your worst.
I remember watching New Girl and both freaking out when Mercedes came on screen.
I remember thinking that you are totally Schmidt.
I remember bringing you soup and taking you to the doctor.
I remember the first time I heard you crack your ankles.
I remember when we slept in the same bed and I felt safe.
I remember tickling you to death and you begging me to stop.
I remember when you came to see my show and I couldn't contain my excitement.
I remember our Starbucks visit in between your classes when you were wearing your snazzy coat.
I remember going to the Haunted Forest with you and Katie and sassing all of the workers/ saying that "You need to get some work done!"
I remember when I first found out you've been on Broadway and I was starstruck.
I remember your rough hands and how you were surprised that I found them sexy.
I remember you dancing to Meghan Trainor in your apartment.
I remember meeting your roommates and loving them.
I remember when I first said "I love you" and felt so flustered.
I remember when you said it back.
I remember both of us staring deep into each others eyes and for a second the earth was still.
I remember watching "The Village".
I remember when I realized that you were my first love.
I remember when you made me breakfast and you were freaking out because it was snowing.
I remember talking to you on the phone and couldn't help but smile.
I remember surprising you with BYU graham cracker ice cream.
I remember our canyon movie experience.
I remember your embrace as if we were two lost puzzle pieces that finally came together.
I remember Atlantis.
I remember when I discovered that you have a tendency to growl.
I remember when you told me that you were dating her.
I remember when I told you that I wanted what's best for you and that I'll be here waiting for you.
I remember having a hard time seeing pictures of you and her and wanting them to be with me instead.
I remember wanting nothing but your happiness.
I remember when you almost cried in front of me and it made me know that you felt safe around me.
I remember when you were gone.
I remember when I couldn't stop thinking about you.
I remember New Years, wishing we could exchange kisses.
I remember when my friends said I should move on.
I remember when you said you wanted to start over and I was beyond thrilled.
I remember when you were in Idaho and I wanted to drive up there so I could comfort you.
I remember you giving me my Christmas present and feeling so grateful.
I remember when I found out the truth.
I remember seeing you and him together and realized that I've been blind all along.
I remember not being able to cry, even though I desperately wanted to.
I remember looking back on all that we've been through and feeling grateful that I met you.
I remember when I loved you and wished you could love me back.
I remember you. Nothing but you.
I wish we could make more memories to remember.
-DiMiTRi Snow
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